Hiro Fujiwara (via empty-orchestra)
That threw me off completely and now I’m at this point where I ask myself if it’s worth it, putting myself through all this.
What a nice weekend :)
I’m sad to be home but excited about my car :) I’m really lucky to have a dad that’s so giving.
Fuck today and fuck you for treating me like shit. I don’t deserve it one bit.
I really wish I could just be over it.
For some reason I thought I only worked until 11 tomorrow but no.. I work until 3 like always. Ugh those 9 hour days kill me. 😩
I have so many thoughts going through my mind right now.. I can picture my future and I know that I’ll be alright but the only thing I need to get past is right now.
I need to move the fuck on and stop believing what I want to believe. I’m only hurting myself.
I care too much and I’m too giving, I think I can better a person but I need to better myself first!
I know that everything will fall into place and I’ll get the hang of things.. But right now it’s just a little bit more difficult than I thought it would be.
I won’t exactly miss that certain person but I’ll miss having someone to share my day with.. To vent to when I’m having a bad day. Or someone to share good news with when something exciting happens. Just having someone that you know is there for you. That’s the hardest part.. Being by myself. 5 years of having that special support system and then just having it go away so suddenly.. It’s hard. But I will be my own support system, and I have my family. I will be A okay!
Rebecca Minkoff SS13
Well at least I’m half way done with work. I don’t really want to be here today. :/
Ugh, I feel so whiny lately but I really am just unhappy.. But that will pass, it just takes time.
On a happier note, I’m excited for my 3 day weekend. 😊